This song was an attempt to give myself a boost recently when I was not feeling as empowered as usual. Hey look… it happens. It’s nice to think about being at the top of my game and winning every day without fail, but I’m not a machine.

What is important however is the fact that when I am less than tip-top and indulging in my less constructive beliefs I am much quicker to spot it and act quickly. It normally involves taking a moment to see if I can tell what it is that I am focusing on that I do not want and finding a way to move that focus onto something I do want. What is even more effective is when I can see exactly what I am focusing on that I do not want and finding a way to invert that focus, so those thoughts (most of them start sub-consciously) are transformed into something I do want.

Actually I think this is a fundamental factor in day to day happiness. How we feel is largely the result of what we are focusing on. When you focus on something you do not want it makes you feel bad. Very simple really. Spend more time focusing on what you want and not only will you feel better, but you will also be far more likely to find ways of creating what it is you want into stark reality.

If you have heard the phrase "Thought become things" this is a typical example of it. People who are generally happy in their life spend more time thinking about things they want than things they don’t. Ask them, even if they don’t realize the connection they’ll be able to tell you that much. For instance, how can you complain about something if you are thinking about what you want. It’s impossible. You can only complain or suffer if your focus is on that which you do not want and don’t worry about being human. You can’t have perfect thoughts all the time. The secret is to be aware of when when you are thinking yourself into a slump, so you can do something about it. Happiness is not reached through fate or luck. It is the result of a particular way of thinking and acting.

I Relish Those Moments Now
So I wrote this when feeling a little powerless compared to normal and, funnily enough this is not the first time I have done that with the result being a song I am rather pleased with. Can we please all now just start viewing so called "bad" feelings as potential for creative expression and possible breakthrough and growth?

I have been meditating pretty intensely for over a year now, you can read about that in my Holosync Diary at The Neural Recon Report. What I have learned is that chaos comes with the territory and is a part of evolution and growth. Every so often I hit a wall and feel like I don’t know who I am or where I am going. All my inspired plans and ambitions become foggy and sometimes even look to be so far away. Part of me actually relishes these moments because it knows that things are changing. The being I am rather than the person I have built around it is about to become more apparent, which means more access to more personal power… That part of me is the part that is more awakened than the character I have built with a name, an age and a shoe size. It is the very essence of who I am.